Being Jobless

you know... at first.. i totally feared the reality that i'd be one of those people i see on TV the moment i start reviewin' for CGFNS and NCLEX... jobless... lol... then i again it wasn't totally bad either... there were a lot of things i discovered far more precious than money that i earn when i was workin'. yes, money is still important but nothing could compare to the happiness of eating together as a family, of laughing together to jokes you didn't think was funny before, that feeling of security when you talk to your loved ones. You see i am from a broken family and apart from that my family's really messed up before. we didn't talk, we just work and all we worry about are bills, groceries... money matters, the works... that was before. after quitting my job, i realized something... the best things in life are indeed free.

it's been a while....

whoaw... it's actually been like months since i visited this site... well anyway one reason is i really can't think of anything to say... tha'ts the reason why i don't have friendster or any other similar sites coz i'm really not an internet addict... i just visit the net when there's something i want to see... like some movies or emails or download music and the like... other than that... i'd rather play with my ps2 ehehhe... or listen to music or watch movies... anyway as for me... well my baby and i just watched La Vien en Rose... (not quite sure if it's the correct spelling)... just curious with the best actress in the recent Oscars, indeed she was deserving of the honor... hehehe... i was almost in tears... it was a very powerful movie... hehehe we also watched the waterhorse... hehehe 'twas cute really... much like the free willy storyline but what the heck... graphics nowadays are really impressive... i know it's cliche to say this, but the waterhorse looked real! heheheh
well can't think of anything else to say... if you have time... just check out the movies we just watched ayt? ciao for now...

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funny... i ran out of words to type... maybe i'm just tired... sigh... this call center thingy really isn't my thing but hey... somehow i'm getting a hang of it already... although there is still that longing to work in a hospital as soon as i pass the rest of the exams i've to take... locally i could already work in a hospital... but man... i won't be able to support myself with the salary i'd get if i do get in... sigh... well.. anyway... i'm not in any hurry, actually, it's just that... i've lots of things to do in my mind that at times i feel like i'm running out of time... hehehe... weird...

enough said... i really have nothing to type... just incoherent thoughts i guess... brrr...

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haay... can't sleep... don't know what to say either... i'm really drained... but i'm not sleepy... sheesh...

sigh...

well... i'm off to work... this isn't really my line of expertise but it's worth trying out while waiting for my exams and all... haven't slept since i got home early this morning... sigh... there is still a pretty huge regret with the decision i made a while ago.. but i do hope that that kind of opportunity will knock on my door once again... sigh..

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Today... i've made one of the hardest decision of my life.... can't say more than that...... sigh... more sigh....
Gob Bless to the UP Singing Ambassadors on their upcoming European tour...